My Life Transformed

Sadly, I have neglected my blog over the past couple of months with only random posts from time to time.  I started this blog over a year ago, and since that time, I’ve created some positive change in my life.  Slowly, I’ve crawled my way out of a very stagnant time in my life, and…

Firestorm

My view of the world is full of smoke and ashes.  The wildfires in BC have full cities evacuated, and over 40,000 of them have come to our city for refuge.  The air is thick with smoke, and everyone is feeling the stress of the situation.  I haven’t written in over a week because I’ve…

Loss

I saw you just yesterday; we laughed and joked.  You were nervous about the operation, but I assured you it would be ok.  I lied. Words cannot describe what I felt when I heard the news.  Shock, denial, disbelief… pain.  I see your face when I close my eyes; how can you be gone? I…

2 Nights

The agony of walking through these unfamiliar yet memorized halls is more than I can take.  There’s a void in my heart.  I’ve taken refuge in these walls for ten years.  My anxiety hidden from the world.  Now the walls come down and I am forced to face what lies ahead — the unknown.  …