You know it’s time to find love when you find yourself crushing on a Netflix TV Series star. Really finding yourself crushing over anyone at the age of 42 is a sign something needs changing.
I’m new to Netflix. When I purchased my condo, I decided to nix cable to save some money. Netflix seemed like a good idea at only $7.99 per month, and so far I’m pretty happy with it. A couple weeks ago, I stumbled on the series “The Killing.” Seen it? If not, I highly recommend it. I fell in mad love with the two main characters, and I am embarrassed to admit, I had a dream about the male lead — Stephen Holder.
I may be embarrassed to admit this little crush, but I’m not upset that I have it. I haven’t had a “crush” on someone since I was a teenager. Not this type of crush anyway. The kind that makes you feel giddy and gives you little butterflies. Ok, so he’s not real — slightly inconvenient. Never-the-less I’m feeling giddy this morning, and I’m excited for this emotion. I finished the series last night, and then….. I started it over. What can I say — I’m in love.
It’s been a long time since I’ve been in love, and I hope I find it soon. I’m a bit of a romantic, so this draught (4.5 years) has taken it’s toll on me. My anxiety hasn’t helped me in the love area. On medication I have no sex drive; off medication I’m extremely anxious. I need to find a guy who digs anxious chicks. I should put that on my POF profile.
I do have a potential date this weekend. I met a guy at the end of January when he had come to town looking for a place to rent. He accepted a job in my town, but wasn’t moving here until March. Honestly, I didn’t really think I’d hear from him again since it was over a month ago we met, but I was mistaken. He moved to town last week, and he sent me a text asking to hang out this weekend. I’m not holding my breath on this one, but ya never know.
I’ve been out of the blog loop for a bit here. My injured leg has brought on a bit of depression, and I’ve had a hard time focusing. It’s not the pain of the injury that’s got me down, it’s the inability to exercise. Tomorrow I have physio, so I’m hopeful for some healing. With any luck I will be running and in love before I know it.
I hope you are all doing well — I will be catching up on my reading soon.