I don’t understand my strong desire to meet a man and fall in love. It’s been over four years since my last relationship, and I’ve realized just how simple life is without a partner. No bullshit.. no fighting…. no compromising…. living alone is actually quiet peaceful. SO why do I want to change that.
Last week, I had a taste of what it is like back out in the big bad world of intimate relationships. You know what happened? My anxiety tripled, and I got hurt. HMMMM. Could it be that relationships cause anxiety?
I think I need to change my focus. Instead of looking for a love partner, I will look for a “love” partner — if you catch my drift. Just a good healthy fit young man to spend a few hours a week with.
All I need to do is change my whole personality, value system, and morals. I’ll be set.
I’m completely uninspired to write today, and this little piece of shit post is all I could muster up. Writing is an addiction; I need it even when it’s the shits.
Happy almost Friday my lovely blogger friends. Let’s hope for a little better content in tomorrow’s writing.