I Did it My Way

It’s about that time again to shake things up.  Last year was a big year of change for me: It was the ending to a 10 year window of my life.  2017 started off rocky, but I’m not about to let that throw me off course.  I made the changes last year for a reason,…

A Day in Panic

   Crutches, expenses and I was three days late.  Screams all around my anxiety’s my fate.   A room with a view… breath taking; agreed? Overwhelmed and frustrated; runinations got me.  My brother; my twin. Mirrored image of mind.  You came but then left; still we’re one of a kind. One  glass, two, who’s counting…

You Want Me To Do What?

Have you ever been asked to do something when there is no way you can say so, but the thought of doing it makes you want to throw up in your mouth?  This happened to me today. At the beginning of January, one of our co-workers passed away.  His celebration of life was held on…

Be Ashamed of Your Ignorance For It is Not Bliss

Unfortunately for me, I’m an idealist.  I believe that there is a lot of goodness in the world, and I naively believe most people are understanding.  Why do I believe this?  Maybe I have to believe in goodness to make the world seem like a place I want to stay in. The problem with these beliefs are the contradictions…

When You Realize You Are Not Invincible

I’ve been called a machine more than a few times in my life.  My exercise routine is intense to say the least, and I like it that way.  It helps my moods, and it gives me the permission to not feel too guilty about my little wine habit.  On average, I put in about 10…

Nonsensical Babble: I Need a Drink

I don’t understand my strong desire to meet a man and fall in love.  It’s been over four years since my last relationship, and I’ve realized just how simple life is without a partner.  No bullshit.. no fighting…. no compromising…. living alone is actually quiet peaceful.  SO why do I want to change that. Last…

Reblog — A Poem of Pure Honesty

sick of all of the apologies i can’t read anymore of the rhetoric cause it started to make me sick guess I’m just another lunatic start to smoke but then i quit started posing now I’m bored I’m too old to give a shit […] via Nobody Screams — Sudden Denouement Literary Collective

A Soul is Bared — The Internal Struggle of G.A.D.

  Anxiety can often rule my life.  For the past two weeks, I have experienced higher than normal anxiety; likely caused by my recent move and a poor man choice.   As I reflect over the past few weeks, I realize I should have given myself time to settle into my new home before I…

V is For….

  VAGINA I’m Just kidding.  Well partly kidding; V is for Vagina, but it is also for VOMIT.  Vile… Valgar…Vomit.  Did you think I was going to say Valentine’s Day?  If you did, you were wrong.  I refuse to waste a perfectly good blog post writing about Valentine’s Day.   I would rather talk about…

How To Spot a Liar

I’m a shitty liar.  I’ve ever been able to master the art of a good lie.  For one, I hate the way lying makes me feel, and secondly, I don’t understand the purpose of a lie.  Unless of course my best friend asks me if she looks fat.  She doesn’t, but if she ever did,…

The Land is Mine

  I am an Island, a rock, in the middle of a raging sea.  Waves crash angrily at my shores, but the inland is protected by tall weathered trees.  In the very center of my island there is a patch of delicate wild flowers.  Blue, purple, red, pink, white: flowers of every colour swaying gently in…