Up Above Anxiety

Image result for Above the cloudsIs it possible for a persons anxiety to get so high that he or she rises above it?  I think I might have.  Selling and buying property is a stressful life event.  For me, a person with generlzied anxiety disorder, the whole ordeal has been traumatic.  I went a week with no sleep and severe panic attacks.  AND then it all stopped.


My physical body is still experiencing anxiety.  I can tell because I’m extremely fatigued, my stomach is a mess, I’m restless, and I’m having dizzy spells.  Mentally, however, I feel fine.  I can’t even explain where my head is because I have no idea.  I’m going through the motions, getting shit done, and I’m doing it all without overthinking it.  I think I wore my brain out!


I have 2.5 weeks until I have to move all my shit into my friends tiny basement suite.  I was able to get over half my things packed this weekend during the hours I wasn’t at my fitness conference.  Tomorrow, I have to get an electrical silver sticker done on my current house, and then I meet my realtor to go look at properties.  My wish is to find a place this week, make an offer, and be moved in by no later than February 1, 2017.  I’d move sooner if I could, but it needs to make sense financially.


I currently spend most of my free time searching the online property guide, and emailing back and forth with my realtor.  When this is all said and done, I’m going to need a vacation.  It’s times like this that I sort of wish I had someone special in my life.  Someone to carry some of the load.  On the flip side, I’m pretty darn proud of myself for doing this all on my own.  Anxiety and all.

Well I’m off to get a work out in before I head home for some more packing.  I hope to be back to more regular posting and reading in the new year.   What I wouldn’t give for a back rub.


4 Comments Add yours

  1. SeekingGod2 says:

    You’ve done awesome! If you look back, you didn’t think you could have done it. But you did! Proud of you! Love ya.

    Liked by 1 person

    1. Ms. SG41 says:

      Big hugs — I know I can do it. Sometimes when the anxiety gets bad, everything seems impossible.

      Liked by 1 person

  2. nkdwhtguy says:

    Just think how nice it will be soon….tough that you have to go thru this during the hellidays though. hang in there. We’re all pulling for u!

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    1. Ms. SG41 says:

      Thanks so much. This would be so much easier if I was gifted with a normally functioning brain haha. I appreciate the support.


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