It’s funny how blogging can open up your eyes to your own mind. When I started my blog I didn’t have a specific purpose for it. I wasn’t trying to inspire, motivate, sell, bring awareness, or cause controversy. I tried to come up with a focus, but I had so many things I wanted to say, so I just started a random blog for random postings.
I really didn’t think I had any one thing that consumed my mind. In reality, I felt like a scatter brain with too many thoughts happening all at once. I’ve been blogging now, I think, since March 2016 — wow how time flies when you’re having fun. In that time, I’ve written approximately 80ish post, which completely amazes me. The other day I was checking out my stats, which I rarely do because they don’t really mean anything to me. However, I noticed something kind of interesting: I do have some common thoughts. Because I use the categories and tags section, I was able to see what I write about most.
My tags included the following subjects:
- Anxiety (number one topic)
- Online Dating
Basically, I’m consumed by my mental health and lust!!!! That’s awesome. I wasn’t surprised by the mental health numbers. I don’t struggle like I used to with anxiety, but it still affects my life in many ways. It changes the way I see things, and it teaches me the important of self-awareness. LUST on the other hand shocked me. I had no idea it was such an important issue in my life — one that has been lacking for way too long. I know I need to get back on the horse, but damn, I didn’t realize it was so prevelant in my daily thoughts. I guess that means I need to make sex more of a priority in life. The numbers don’t lie; it’s time for some hanky panky.